I have come to see that the personality suits that we believe ourselves to be are all used to hide behind. We have all become so lost within this though that we actually really believe that this is who we are, instead of actually realizing that its just a mask. And its so subtle, depending on where you are and who you face you will have a personality suit to fit the occasion, that you have decided is somewhat suitable for the particular moment instead of just being here in self expression as who you really are.
because if you strip all those definitions of you, of who you apparently believe you to be. if you remove all the personality traits that you have claimed to be you, what is left?
The question is if you dare to actually let go totally of all that you have defined you as and stand here and actually face and see who you really are.
At first it scared me, but now I actually experience relief. Because when I totally let go of this, I can release it all through self forgiveness and its like this huge very heavy load just lift of me. When I see that I cannot be defined as being this or that, I cannot be limited to anything or anyone then there is freedom within, there is silence.
When I dare to see and face all that I have allowed to exist within and all the consequences of my allowances I see that I am responsible it is tough, and that is ok, I release it, i forgive myself unconditionally, I stand up and I stop it all and then walk it, directing me in the realization that we are all one and equal and that we create what we experience. I walk in self trust, self honesty and self responsibility.
I see myself as stability. I see that no matter what I remain here. In every moment of every breath there is either self honesty and breath here, or there is total emotional mayhem with dire consequences, a literal living hell. There is no choice. I cannot be limited or confined any longer to anything or anyone because all is one and equal.
I walk here in absolute self determination and will myself in every moment to stand and walk until all see and stand one and equal.
